to make a person understand is tiring..
to make my own heart to accept that fact is even more tiring, its exhausting...
to want something given with fairness is impossible..
but to hope for it to be given is like preparing myself to be broken hearted..
i should have not cared about it at the first place..
this is so frustrating i feel like slapping that face til its gone..huh
sometimes, i feel like i have made the biggest mistake in my entire life...