a way...

What have i done wrong?

I yelled, i screamed, i stopped d tears..

yet nothing fills my empty heart..

I prayed, i laugh, i smile

And this broken heart remains as it is..

Its hard trying not to cry

its hard trying to convince that nothing happens actually...

Trying to believe that i am losing nothing..

That its never over...

But the pain jes wont last..wat is it that i hve not done?

What guideline that i do not know?

What tips have i overlooked?

Or is it my heart has stopped responding to all the antidotes i used to have?

Then wat do i do?

i know i need to trust in fate

need to have just a little faith...

n i so wish i could jes do that rather then hating in loudness and loving in silence...

All i wanted is a way to be good again... 

"Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu

Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu

Bagaimana ku nanti

Bila tiada mengganti

Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja"