happy birthday to me!

25th may 2010 and i am year old...

hahaha...

am getting older without realizing it...

nothing much just a reminder that when one year of living has already gone, it means that i am getting a year near to my own death...so scary...much that i am happy that i managed to live another year, it reminds me of what i have done or achieved as a preparation for the next life...which is almost nothing, or maybe something that is just never not enough...

this year's birthday is a bliss as i am with my family...exactly on my birthday...its been a long time since i managed to count the minutes and seconds to my birthday with my own family like last night (sadly without my husband)...listening to my mum singing the birthday song merrily before she went to sleep and my little 4 year old sister arguing why today is my birthday and not hers...and why i am making my own birthday cake and its not for her birthday..she's really annoyed with that idea for some reason...hehehe...i dunno when is the next birthday that i'll be able to spend it with my family like this again...nothing complicated, just being able to be with them is the best birthday i have...no celebration (or maybe not yet...) but its an undescribable nice feeling....

mum gives me two presents, one a really beautiful baju kurung and another one is a girl's secret...hahahhaha

daddy gave me rm600 as a present so i can give it to the college for my next year's fee...hahahah...too bad its not purely mine...

nothing more than well wishes apart from the above, but its fine...prayers are the best present as it is a Muslim's shield to the challenges to be faced in the future...

thank u all for being my supporters since i first breathe the air of the world...there is nothing i can offer to repay your kindness but another prayer and du'a for us...and that may Allah keep us all within His everlasting blessings....

my birthday cake that i made myself...hahahaha...sadis2..tp sangat yummyy!!!!