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Monday, March 15, 2010

my bad omen


guess who i get for my exam?

not the examiner la...i dun wanna talk about the examiner...huhu

but the patient...

its the patient who reminds me of someone whom i am FORCED to forget...

the patient that i had tried not to clerk from the 1st week of my psychiatric posting...i thought he was gone...but then, before the exam i get this really intense feeling of seeing him again...and yes, there he is sitting in front of me, looking at me with those concerned eyes (though i am the one who is supposed to be concerned about him)..imagine how it feels and portrays to my face when i saw the examiner brought him to me...i was so astounded...u'r not supposed to be there...oh3 how m i supposed to face this???

and then the interview start..all i managed to do was ask who he is and ask him to tell me all about him...and then i got stuck because all i did was stare at him in amazement at how similar a different person can be...until he start telling me all the bizarre things, only then i managed to pull myself together...oh Allah...besarnye dugaanMu kali ni...

how horribly bad an exam can be?
i have been thru like so many viva exams in my life, and i consider myself to be someone with really bad luck when it comes to this kind of exams...if its not because of the undesirable examiner, it'll be because of the bad timing of my turn or the patient given to me....in this case, all of it was outside my imagination...how bad can life be for me???

and from now on another cycle of heart breaking yearning begins....




3 comments:

beyl said...

and its the same person i am talking about in the post entitle "you"

faRhaNA sHaFIe said...

kisah lame ke nih..?

beyl said...

kak paa: aah...sangat scary ok...i mean dahla muke dorg same gile, cakap pon same, senyum pon same, ketawe pn same, jalan pon same...sume pon same la...pastuh patotnye die da tade da dalam wad tuh and den tym sy nak exam nehlaa die pegi masuk smule dalam exam n byk2 org dalam tuh, die gak la yg sy dapat ntk exm...huk9..

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