pingu pressie..

 a friend of mine requested me to make 2 penguins for her as a pressie for her friend..so the penguin i made has a theme and its called madagascar penguins..hehehehe..
one is slimmer and has a look of matured-ness whereas the other one looks rounder and more jolly...they are CUTE!
i feel like baking them...ehemm..nyumm!

oh yeah, they both have tattoo on their butt..huk

saree dah siap!! yeah

last year i bought 2 saree fabric from a friend of mine...really beautiful pieces!
both have the glittery effect but not too dramatic...just nice for occasions especially for someone like me who loves looking good yet unrecognizable..ahahahhahaha whatever am i talking about?
one piece is 6 metre, so i can share it with my husband and sister..
i made a simple baju kurung with one piece and another one modern kurung...
the extras are made into baju Melayu and another one into a girl's dress..really sweet but unfortunately i don't have the picture here...

so, only few months back both pieces are done and here's the pics...
anyone interested in getting those sarees so that you can make it into reception dress or malam berinai dress or just for casual cloth or for attending ceremonies or parties or kenduris or as baju raya etc, you can just click this link http://anciaalola.blogspot.com/
and you'll see varieties of sarees, rich with colors that'll make your eyes go haywire and your brain gets fuzzy just to choose from it...hihihi...they are just AMAZING~
apart from sarees, you can also get indonesian fabric products such as selendang (the colors are amazing, with beads and its glittering that i am sure that people will be able to see you from 1 kilometer ahead..ahaks..very suitable for glamorous occasions such as weddings and valentine candle light dinner (eh?)) and sampin...

the prices are fair for something imported from afar (it truly is from india and indonesia)..so i am sure that you won't be sorry for buying it...hehehehe..

baju tak iron...hahaha peach-pink color..sweet~

this is the kain...disebabkan my mum yang hantar pegi tailor, so die buat ikot suke die, make terpakselah aku menerima bunge2 yang cantik2 tuh dok kat blakang kat tempat lipat2 tuh je...buat kain kipas belakang...sdeyh je...tapi mama ngan pait kate cantek~huk.cume cam rase rugi jerla

this is his baju...kain taken from the extra kain i had for my baju kurung below...cantik kan? bunge duduk kat tgh2 dekat butang..so bolehla lepas nih pegi kelas pakai baju same..ahaks

this baju kurung pulak is the simple baju kurung, unlike the above modern kurung...i had my mother in law to send it to the tailor sebab nanti boleh mintak die belanjekan upah buat baju tuh..miahahahahahha...so, terpakse ikot taste die plak la kain tuh, make dapatla kain tuh punye bawah sume berbunge2 tapi tempat kipas die kosong plak..hahahaha...i tot it looks pelik, but pait cakap cantik gak...ahaks..

for both fabrics, i love the design of the flowers becez both looks like songket but a more unique kind of songket...ahaks..

at last!

akhirnye dapatle aku merasa macaroons yang sedang hangat diperkatekan oleh orang ramai...hahahah
aku beli bende neh thru internet...
there's a discount of 50% for 12 pieces of macaroons..so aku dapat rm12 for 12 pieces..its really a great deal for something homemade and is usually about rm2 and above per piece..
and it was soooo nyummy!!

die keras macam biskut dekat luar, tapi once the outer layer is cracked open by your teeth, the inner layer tuh sangatlaa delicate and cair dalam mulut~aduuuhhhh~menariknye perasaan ini..hahahaha..tapi manisla bende ni so tak sesuai untuk mereka2 yang diabetic..(teringat pun meleleh air liur..haha)

beli 12 bijik, tapi sampai je umah dah tinggal 6 bijik..
this thing is a really nice dessert for tea..especially kalo minum teh cina yang tak rasa pape tuh or teh yang tak taruk gula...or coffee~tetibe menyesal plak sebab tak buat macam tuh cez da excited sangat makan dalam kereta...hikhikhik...

i am considering of getting this macaroon as a doorgift masa wedding nanti sebagai gantinye telur rebus, gula-gula, bunga telur, kek buah, bahulu, tuala, sabun bunge, bekas lipstick, pasu, labu dan segale macam bende-bende yang korang penah jumpe mase weddings lah..but then tak tahu plak bajet macam mane and whether this baker could do that for me..n then plak tgh bayangkan cemane aku nak terangkan kat makcik2 and opah2 aku kat kampung nun menatang apelaa macaroon neh...hahahahha

anyway, kepade sesape yang berminat nak rasa bole la singgah kat tempat yang aku beli neh : piqa bakery
inshaALLAH ia akan menjadik pengalaman yang manis ntk anda sekalian...hahahah tak rugi de~

shallow

sile bayangkan...kau buat satu kesilapan yang maha dasat~
kesilapan yang bole masuk kategori dosa-dosa besar dalam rekod ah..
and ko tak bermaksud pon nak buat macam tuh, or mungkin ko bermaksud tapi ko tak pernah dapat lari dari kesilapan ko atas sebab-sebab tertentu...itu sume part of ko menjadik manusia yang suka buat kesilapan..part menjadik manusia yang Tuhan nak bagi hidayah dan ampunkan dosa ko sampai jadik sesuci bayi...

tapi tetibe member-member ko tau..
and dorang rase jijik ngan ko, lalu dorang tinggalkan ko...
ko pikir, takpelah..mungkin aku deserve ape yang orang lain buat kat aku...
tapi ko lupe, sebenarnye, takde manusia kat dunia neh berhak untuk judge ko yang bukan-bukan sedangkan dorang pun manusia jugak...
and member-member ko lupa, yang dorang tuh takdelah hebat sangat untuk memandang hina kat ko..
dan sebenarnye, ko adelah manusia yang berhak diberi panduan, bukan dibuang...
dan hakikat yang ko menyedari kesilapan ko adelah satu rahmat dari Tuhan...kerane kesedaran adelah titik permulaan kepade perubahan..

orang selalu berfikiran cetek...
selalu lupa yang die pon boleh buat kesilapan, dan lupa bile masa itu sampai, ape yang die mahukan hanyalah sokongan dan nasihat...bukan cacian dan buangan seperti yang die buat kat orang lain...

bukan tempatnye manusia untuk menghukum manusia tak tentu pasal...

layanlah manusia lain seperti mane ko nak manusia lain layan ko, samade ko penah buat silap bilemane ko perlukan manusia untuk tidak menghukum ko tanpe membantu, atau bile ko buat kebaikan bilemane ko nak orang memandang ko dengan rase hormat...

sekian, selamat hari jumaat...huhu

legal valentine?

i wouldn't call it, legal valentine anyways...because, what for exactly??
its proudly OUR 2nd wedding anniversary and it definitely does not belong to some love priest who dies on this day...hehehe

tataw kenape letak gabar neh tapi cam comel je...ahhahahaha

yep, we are 2 years old!!!
how time flies by...but i am glad that i am here
being with someone that always appreciates me as i am..
who loves me more than i could have loved him...
who tries to fulfill his duty as my partner...
who provides as much as he could and never complains..
i owe this 2 years of hard work to him...
and i could never thank him enough...

thank you, thank you, thank you!!

this is my pressie!! wee sukenye...sowie awk tak dapat adiah lagi....nntla ye, saye nga pokai neh..ahaks 

happy anniversary to the both of us~!

SAYA NAK HADIAH DARI MOMMY

http://kasihmommy.blogspot.com/2011/02/ga-saya-nak-hadiah-dari-mommy.html

hehe first time mahu join giveaway~

cambest jee!!!!!

heehehee...

okay, mari kawan2 kite join ini giveaway yang dianjurkan oleh mommy jue~!

mane tau untung2 dapat hadiah kan...heee sukenyeee!!!!

so if berminat, sile klik link diatas...

tarikh tutup penyertaan 28 februari 2011..

inshaALLAH takde slogan kate...huhuhu

MOMMY jue saye mahu adiah bole? kekekeke

gadis-gadis kesyanganku, anda telah ditag ntk join GA (bukan general anaesthesia ye) neh~hahaha

1. zarra
2. nadirah
3. salwa
4. anith 
5. kak paa
6. amal
7. izzatul hidayah
8. nuna
9. mira

going back in time?

another day gone, another responsibility has been thrown over your shoulder..
today you are a primary school student, the next day you are a secondary school student..
time flies by and before you know it, you are already an employee working your ass out for some living..not only for you, but all those whom you have to care for...
when you were a student, you crave to become an adult soon enough because you wanted to runaway from the burden of add maths, SPM, history classes, physics, biology and chemistry...and runaway from being stucked in a boarding school which is so suffocating...
then you are suddenly an adult already who is carrying the burden of the world...younger generations looks up at you hoping that you could bring a better future for them, elder generations looks down on you and wants you to become as good as they are or even better so that you can lead the country...your peers are running towards their goal and fulfilling their responsibilities as a human being, as God's creation, as a child, a mother, father and a leader...and all you wanted is to go back in time and become a child again where add maths, history, physics etc would not question you on whether you have been a good citizen or not...being carefree again...

this, might be the view of many...
but for me, if i have the chance to go back in time, i will never ever do it again...because if i do so, it means another cycle of traumatic primary and secondary school experiences (i think i have never been happy at those time), a frustrating and disappointing matriculation period, a distressful national service (though i quite enjoy it and considers it the only best part of my past life) and a foolish, painful, upsetting ordeal in my pre-clinical years....
yes, i am living a better life now...surrounded by people, yet still faraway from them....

the beautiful reasons

there's a patient we saw in hosp 3 days back...
he's an interesting patient...
not because of how and why he got landed into the hospital, but because he is simply an interesting person to talk to..he's young and seems healthy, and if he did not wear his hospital attire, he could have been easily mistaken as one of the visitors.....so we talked with him during my night call, just to get to know him and filling in those boring un-adventurous hours as well as preventing from being sleepy..
eventually we came to ask why a fit young man who is in no immediate pain being admitted...
so he told us that on the day of admission, he was playing futsal...you know futsal being a high speed game for a small court and he's kinda big lad...so he was running at top speed around for the ball and somehow, he forgot to brake or maybe just does not feel like braking or maybe he just couldn't have time to brake considering his size and speed when he reached the end of the court and so he hit the court's pillar accidentally which mainly involves his right side of the abdomen and thank God, not the head...
immediately after that he felt pain at the right side of his tummy but he continued playing, assuming that its just muscle sprain..
with all the adrenaline rushing about in his system, it dampens the feeling of pain...
only until the game ends did he feel that the pain is getting worse and so he went to hospital where he was then admitted...
investigation done, it was found that his liver has been lacerated due to the accident...imagine, a common everyday game could get you into serious injury if you are not careful...
but that's not my point...
because, the next day proves that he does not get his liver lacerated for nothing...
because a repeat abdominal ultrasound done the next day, and he was found to have only 1 kidney functioning...the other kidney is failing due to a disease called polycystic kidney disease...

he might complain because he could not function as a normal human being for few days due to a lacerated liver, but he could never ever complain because if its not due to his lacerated liver, he might not take necessary maximum precautions to take care of his health and ultimately his only kidney which could fail and results in him having to go for dialysis at a very young age...and the fact that he could not play futsal anymore or do any dangerous things that might injure his other kidney, lose it and has to get a kidney transplant or a life-time sentence of dialysis as well as reducing his life span because he have got not more kidney to live on...

all this is, thanks to the lacerated liver and of course, thank ALLAH the Almighty, who make things happen ALWAYS for a good reason...so never whine!

mahu anak cerdik?

hari ni saye belajar sesuatu yang sangat menarik mase kelas surgery yang saye rase nak share disini sebagai pengajaran kepade sume manusia yang bace dan sebagai peringatan kepade diri sendiri...

mahu anak cerdik sejak dari alam rahim??
tak perlu susah-susah beli bende bende pelik yang tak sedap dan mahal dan tatau pon berkesan ke tak untuk dimakan oleh ibu mahupon baby yang belum lahir...
tak perlu beli headphone dan videofon dan camerafon dan vodafone dan ape-ape sahaje untuk bagi baby dalam rahim tuh dengar..(kecuali ayat-ayat Quranla kan..huk)
tak payah...tak payah dan tak payah~~

macam mane ye?
selain dari doa, makan bende2 yang baik-baik...jage hati dan mood dengan baik, ade lagi satu bende yang penting iaitulah memastikan otak baby dapat oxygen yang secukupnye untuk membantu perkembangan otak die...hah~nak kene beli air diamond ke air yang penuh oxygen tuh or ntah pape alkali ke berasid ke tade neutral ke..ke? tak payah! tuh mengarut je lebih..huhu..macam mane nak bagi otak baby dapat oxygen yang cukup tuh mudah je, iaitulah mengelakkan saluran darah yang hantar makanan dan oxygen ke uri dan seterusnye kedalam sistem darah dan badan baby daripade tersekat/ tersumbat/ tersepit atau ape2 sahaje bahase yang anda gunakan dalam erti kate lain menyebabkan darah tu tak sampai ke uri dan seterusnye badan baby dan seterusnye otak die...

macam mane nak elak neh?
untuk pengetahuan tuan-tuan dan puan-puan, apabile rahim kite membesar dengan baby, rahim itu akan memasuki ruang abdomen kite tuhla...die naik ke atas la kan maknenye? maknenye segale isi perut kite pon tertolak ke atas...
jadik bile ini berlaku, saluran darah utama yang keluar terus dari jantung membawa darah yang kaya dengan oxygen dan zat2 makanan neh mudah di himpit oleh rahim yang membesar tuh..jadik bile saluran darah yang utama neh atau name lain die, aorta neh terhimpit, make kuranglah supply darah yang beroxygen dan bernutrient ke uri baby, make baby neh kekuranganla oxygen dan nutrient yang sampai ke otak baby..so sel sel otak baby pon payahla nak berkembang dan tak berape sihat...

bukanlah bile kite pregnant neh aorta tuh terhimpit dek rahim tuh sepanjang mase...oh tidak~~ianye hanye berlaku bile si ibu neh baring terlentang...maknenye die baring atas belakang die la kan...cube kite bayang ye, dahla rahim tuh penuh, berat la pulak tuh kan..tengah berdiri pon die dok tekan2 segale isi perut dengan pundi kencing sume...ape lagi bile baring flat plak kan?? lagi die menekan keatas, make risiko untuk menghimpit aorta tuh lebih tinggi...
jadik nak buat macam mane?? jangan tido terlentang la ye jawabnye!

tido la mengiring kekiri atau kekanan (the best is sebelah kiri) and support perut anda dengan bantal supaye lebih selesa...itulah die care untuk mengelakkan rahim menekan pade aorta yang sangat penting itu!
hahaha..
dengan tido macam ni pon, die akan kurangkan kite rase pening, bengkak air dekat kaki, sakit belakang, sembelit dan buasir (neh mekanisme die lain la plak, malas nak cite..hehehe)
senang jekan jawapan die~
hopefully penerangan ini boleh difahami dengan mudah...sebarang pertanyaan bolehla diajukan kepade saye...huhu...

kepade bapak2 diluar sane, before tido, sile mandi wangi2 ye...jangan busuk2 kang bini yang pregnant neh tak mahu baring mengiring plak, die baring terlentang terus...kalo tak kesah anak tak sebijak-bijak, make takpelah..abaikan sahaje input ini..kalo mahu anak bijak-bijak, make ini adelah salah satu tips yang memang digune pakai oleh orang2 barat untuk memastikan anak-anak mereka betol2 berkembang dengan baik dan terbukti secare klinikal...(untuk pengetahuan anda, dekat barat if nurse biarkan pempuan pregnant baring terlentang je, dorang akan dibuang keje...ini lecturer sayela cite ye...hehehe)

layan blur..

everyday i will be out there looking for people (out la sangat, kat ward hospital je pon..huhu) to interrogate and examine, to learn..these people will be looking at me questioningly while i question them wondering what i am going to do with them next, without them being aware that i am looking at them questioningly wondering what i am supposed to be doing to them next..hahahahahah...

i hope this kind of confusion won't bother me in the future...especially when i am going to have to work alone one day~

as days goes by, i thought i have learnt something...but then the next day proves me absolutely wrong~i am soooo lacking behind and this is freaking me out...
i dunno what i have done wrong (mungkin tau tapi buat2 tataw..seperti contohnye, malas gile bace buku...hahahah)

ah...help me God~

cair....beb!

i really, really love this song...it gets to me each time i heard it..i feel like i am falling in love all over again to i dunno who (hahahahahahaha)...it makes my heart mellows and i feel like crying...its such a romantic song, and mind you it has been a very very long time that i have last heard a song that i can actually label it as a romantic song (the last one has been tercipta untukku by ungu)...i wish someone would sing this song for me and really really means it so it'll be even more beautiful that might actually move me to tears...or maybe this particular voice is just so soft, so soothing that it flows into my heart by osmotic effect...each time i listen to this song, i imagine myself watching the man i love ( or i don't love but wants to prove to me that he really loves me) singing it in front of a crowd but his eyes are only looking at me and his smile, his face only shows pure love that nobody but me can feel it....God, that makes me feel so special..i wonder who'll be so daredevil to actually carry this out...hahahaha

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