sape nakal sekarang?

hehehe keje nye si pait...

puding pink puff epal..sape nak buat tajuk movie?

weekend neh best gak r ok

selepas semalam yang sangat mengarut apabile telah berjaye membuat pudding karamel kaler pink yg rase stroberi (YE DIE ADE RASE OK...pening gile rase macam ubat tapi texture die sangat menarik and rase macam asek nak kulum walopun pening)..pastuh pukul 1 am kene heret pegi umah banglo zahir tgk bola...aku rase life aku mase tuh hanyela satu mimpi sebab in the end, aku siyes tataw ape yang berlaku kat sane...tetibe aku bangun turun tangge 5 tingkat-hilang-bangun balek ntk panjat tangge 5 tgkat...huk

bangun lambat nak mapos...tido pakai jeans lagi ok...
so bangun je buat brekfes...
prepare lunch which is roasted chicken, boiled potato and carrot dengan roti, epal..bungkus2...

nak gi mane??

haa....

pukul 1 ktorg pegi swimming kat pullman...pergh aku buat 10 lap x 50m oke....tanpa henti mase lap tuh r...tapi abeh satu lap benti lame gile kot bagi jantung aku bertenang sat...kire neh adelah satu pemecahan rekod oleh aku! yeahhh...

sampai pukul 2 pas takley nak rase kaki da, ktorg pon pegi kat tepi tasik tuh...tgk org maen waterski..ade world waterski punye pertandingan...mase aku sampai ade sorg budak pempuan kecik neh umo 6 taun punye turn...gile r, belum skolah lagi kot da maen mende tuh...bile aku dengar deejay tuh berceloteh, aku dapat tau yang permainan neh memerlukan kekuatan muscle yg melampau sebab nak resist bot yang tarik tuh kalo tak memang ko terbaring r atas tasik tuh macam takyah bertanding kot....die kate sape maen mende tuh memang penampar die power ar...so aku usha budak tuh, alahai, kemetot and kurus kering macam malnutrition tapi diela pemenang ntk kategori kanak2 mengalahkan budak2 yang umo 9 taun kot...gile macho siot...
AKU NAK MAEN MENATANG TUH GAK!!

nehla pemenangnye...kecik je kan..?

tape2...nanti aku ade duet aku belajar ok...

so disebabkan tournament itu, make banyakla kemah2 ntk makan didirikan..oleh itu, memudahkan ktorg buat port piknik ktorg...kekeke
make dengan itu, secare rasminye, sos cili aku sampai kat pullman siot!!!!!!!

hahahahah

oh2..botol pink pon same jugak

dasat gile sos cili aku

balek2 aku mule buat puff apple plak...
heh
senang gile ok
tapi mase lipat2 mende tuh aku rase macam nak baling2 je pastri tuh sampai lenyek biar padan muke die tapi kalo camtuh padan muke aku plak r kan...hadoi..lembik nak mapos pastuh punyela payah nak lekatkan die...dalam net kate lekat gune garpu tapi aku rase kalo gune gigi pon tade jadik pape...last2 aku cubit2 je ujung die sampai terlekat...nak je lipat cam karipap tapi aku tak reti plak r kan ngan mende lembik camtuh...however, pas bakar perghh..lawa siot!!!!!!!!!

and rase die..heaven in love okkk

i mean, aku bukan suke pon apple puff tapi yg neh mmg perfect habeh ces tak manis sgt and tak masam sangat...macam kat kedai salunye rase cam die taruk jem je dalam tuh...kekeke pasneh takyah beli kat mcd je kalo aku ade kesabaran nak melayan tepung pastri tuh..hoh

malam neh...D'ONE STEAKKK!!!!!!
weee ade org blanje mmg beest r...ehehehe
jangan jeles ok...

(OKE CAMNE NGAN DIET AKU NEH?????)

p/s: kepade kengakwan aku, wat say u guys if kite buat masak2 and makan2 besar2 and ramai2 lagi nak tak?? huhu

bengong gak r aku nih!!!!!!!

bengong2...


ade ke penah korg jumpe pudding karamel kaler pink???


ni la die kalo tak reti bace label betol2...(padahal da bace label tuh sampai nak tembus da kot...tapi still ilusi mengalahkan segale2nye...hoh)


aku da semangat kot nak bwat..so prepare sume ape2 patot...


ntk pengetahuan korang, aku buat pudding neh tak pakai telur...so die ganti dengan agar2


so bile sume mende cam da redi, tinggal nak masuk agar2 je...bukak je paket pati agar2 tuh (ni peninggalan eda mase ktorg bwat trifle tuh ok..) tgk kaler MERAH!


aku cam nak pengsan kat situ...bau strawberry yang macam ubat sikit tapi wangi tuh buat aku rase pening gile punye...


adoi...


takkan nak buang sume mende yg da cam betol n tak patot jadik makanan ulat dan jin2 sekalian..kan??


so aku dengan rela hatinye masukkan jela sume bahan2 yang da ade...make bile putih kuning susu ngan karamel bercampur dengan kaler merah jadik ape???


PINKLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!


hahahaha...


oleh itu, jadikla puding karamelku berwarne pink....
tataw r ade rase ke tak...mase ku tgk paket tuh, die kate kene taruk flavor...and mase aku rase tuh cam just rase susu r kan as in rase pudding yg normal tuh cume nye kaler pink...tadela plak rase strawberry...tapi setakat yang sampai aku tulis neh, tak beku lagi so tataw exactly rase die cane...
nnt aku tampal ar gambar bile die siap ntk tatapan mate korang samede nak ketawe atau nak cube...kekeke


sape nak buat kek kawen kaler pink ni salah satu cadangan baek punye...selamat telur2 ayam kat umah tuh...
hahahahhaha

new addition to the family~wee

went to my cousin's home...to fetch a kitty..but when i reached there, i saw a really cute one...with blue eye and bengkok tail...oh3...so cute!!! the one i initially planned to take is cute too, with so much fur for a little thing, but then he prefers the blue eye one..so well, we took that one....and oh my, she's really playful and manja...she keeps wanting to get into his towel and she really2 likes to play with him..and that got him really irritated but it amuses me so...i love watching kittens play...that was the reason i took it...to make me happier since i gets depressed easily...and they are smart plus its not that hard to take care of them...

her name is baby...i just adopt the name her previous parent gives her...she kinda did not that its her name...

she loves to play with the laptop (his lar..hehe)

and she really loves catching his hand whenever he is scrolling the laptop...

and he also loves climbing his trousers..thank god not mine!!

(owh but she tried to get into my shirt thru the arm hole..hoh..naughty2 girl)

loves paper...paper facinates her...

loves the carpet and pretty much all kind of fabric material...

she likes my alas TV...so she will bergayut there like a tarzan but did not manage to climb the table...

owh that's pretty much what i noe about her for now...

really wish that i could snap her pics when she's in one of her crazy games

but yeah..she just won't sit still!

till then~

ciao

adekah movie mampu mengubah sikap manusia?

i'm a good malaysian citizen and proud to be one without the needs to be educated by stupid lying movies

adekah movie mampu mengubah sikap manusia?

seperti yang produser2 yang hanye mahu mencarik duet poket mereka canang2kan?

cube tengok balek kat mende2 yang mereka pamerkan konon2nye nak ubah pandangan masyarakat la kan...

contohnye cite mat2 rempit neh...

aku tgk di balik tabir satu movie yang baru je kuar neh..

tetibe rase nak sepak je sekor2 dari pelakon sampaila pengarah die sampaila penerbit nye...

dorg claim yang cite neh nak ubah minda budak2 muda daripade join rempit...kononnye sape buat jahat, padahnye jahat jugekla...well, dat statement aku takmo la nak lawan kan...memang betol la yg jahat balasnye jahat, tapi ade je org rempit sampai ke tua lanjut tak jadik pape pon kan?? the thing is, balasan jahat tuh bole tak nampak kat alam yang kejap je ni...kadang2 tggu da masuk kubur baru taw akibatnye buat2 bende jahat neh...

masalahnye, dalam movie neh, walaupon mereka mengobjektifkan akhlak sebagai tunggak penciptaan movie neh, tapi pelakon2 tetap memuje aksi2 dasat bile merempit, bile bergaduh, bile hangat berpeluk-pelukkan dan bercium2an, adegan diranjang yang macam tak malu gile tuh, bile high isap dadah, bile sedap hisap rokok bertan2, bile minum arak...ape yang dorg cube portray neh? bukan akibatnye buat bende2 jahanam neh taw tak, tapi sebenarnye menarik nye mende2 neh untuk dicube..especially golongan remaja yang memang sgt suke nak try mende2 baru neh...yerla dah dapat lesen besar untuk hidup bebas kot...kalo dalam movie tuh pon dorg tunjuk hanye beberape org yang gadoh and berlumbe and then mati accident ke hape....yang lain plak tak jadik pape, betol tak? so what does it tell? kalo ko tak carik pasal, ko rempit jela, ko hisap jela dadah tuh, ko bantai la rokok tuh, ko teguk r air setan tuh, ko disko jela, ko main jela ngan memane pempuan jalang tuh....tade ko nak mampusnye...

cube kite pk balek pasal budak2 mude neh...adekah mereka betol2 nak pk baek buruk bende2 neh kalo dorg bole rational kan sume mende yang terjadik?

takkan?

samela cam kite, kite tgk org ponteng kelas tapi tak kantoi, so kite ikot same la kan...mase tuh kite tak nak pon timbangkan baek buruknye ponteng kelas tuh...

and then aku bace plak satu paper neh....sal cite yg tengah hangat tuh "halimah jongang"...aku nampak r most pembace paper neh tak suke dengan cite neh sebab menghine orang2 yang kurang sempurne neh...(kononnye la kurang sempurna...bukannye dorg neh OKU pon, like duh~~)..pastuh aku terbace sorg pembace neh plak bg komen yg membantai mereka2 yang mengutuk cite neh la kan...katenye menerusi cite neh org akan lebey terbuke dan sensitif dengan perasaan org2 yang jongang dan seangkatan dengannye neh...betol ke??? tapi kalo da sampai org mempergunekan lagu cite tuh ntk mengutuk org laen, takke laen jadiknye? lebey2 lagi kalo melibatkan budak2 yg mmg suke mengajuk2 lagu2 yg menarik neh...kalo dari kecik suke mengutuk org, walaupon kite takley judge macamtuh, tapi kan bole bwak kesan sampai ke tua??dari orang yg mengutuk kepade org yg dikutuk...mulia ke perangai org yg suke mengutuk org neh?

memangla cite2 yang macam kononnye membuke mate neh bagus pade pendapat sesetengah org, tapi mostly itu adelah bg org2 yang sudah matang pemikiran die....dah taw menilai baek buruk sesuatu mende tuh...msalahnye, korg rase, org yg merempit tuh taw ke nak nilai baek buruk merempit tuh? kalo dorg yg da baligh berkali2 tuh pon dok jadik bodo gak menghambekan diri kat jalanan, ape lagi budak2 mude yang macam baru nak melangkah kedunia yang kotor tapi indah ni?pastuh mule r naik org2 yg merempit neh, hisap dadah la, minum arak la...padahal ni laa org2 yg sepatutnye menjadik modal insan tuh....nak bawak malaysia lagi 50 tahun...

kadang2 aku menyampah tgk cite2 yang kononnye nak memberi nasihat neh...padahal sume neh just nak menebalkan poket mereke and then menyusahkan org2 yang nak kene receive orang2 yang dah terikut2 dengan babak2 bodo dalam cite tuh kat kecemasan kat hospital tuh...takpon kat budak2 yang depress sebab kene kutuk tuh nak di hantar pegi jumpe pakar sakit jiwe becez dah tak mahu pegi sekolah pasal kene kutuk...

wey korang, tolong sket boleh tak???macamla org2 kat hospital neh tade mende laen yang lebey penting nak dibantu...

(sowie aku kasar sket...stress siot bile tgk gejale2 macam neh bercambahan)

zara punye pasal...hehehe

Instructions!

Bold the statements that are TRUE to you.

Italicize the statements that you WISH were true.

Leave the fibs alone.

Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

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•170cm tall.

•I don’t know what I want at the moment.

•I love my friends and family

•I’m not happy neither sad.

•I hate my friends.

•I hate my life sometimes.

•I hate my grades.

•I can drive.

•I’m bored of driving. Haha.

•I have a white handbag.

•I love dancing.

•I go clubbing every week.

•My parents have faith in me.

•Shopping is bullshit.

•I have a tattoo of a star.

•I got my navel pierced.

•I have friends that take drugs.

•90% of my friends smoke.

•I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.

•I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.

•I’m studying fashion.

•I have a business running.

•I hate cartoons

•I hate someone from my past :)

•I have 10 Lollipops handbags.

•I buy CLEO every month.

•My parents don’t know about my blog.

•I have an iPod.

•I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

•My school mates know about my blog.

•I wanted to be a fashion designer.

•I love rock emo bands.

•I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

•I’m a rebel.

•I don’t believe in love.

•High school's filled with drama.

•I’ve bought shoes this month.

•A blogger bitched about me before.

•I hate sports.

•I heart Italian food.

•I hate meeting new people.

•I hate nail polish.

•The mother bear gives me hugs.

•People should start appreciating me.

•High school was the worst time of my life.

•I have red hair.

•One Utama is my second home.

•I’m a guy.

•I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.

•I hate vacations.

we'll last :)

•I believe in long distance relationships.

•I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

•I’ve robbed an old lady.

•I’m starting to like applying make-up.

•I was a tomboy.

•At times I think I still am a tomboy.

•I love bitching about people behind their backs

•I still have a best friend.

•I have a cat.

•I hate surprise parties.

•I hate planning parties.

•I’m hot. :P..

•I’m a sinner.

•I’ve got a DS light.

•I have a Wii.

•I cant live without music.

•Video games are a waste of time.

•I miss the father bear.

•I love being in love.

•I know how to cook.

•I have 100% freedom.

•Boys are assholes.

•I hate Math.

•I’m happy with what I have.

•I love horror films.

•I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

•My old friends keep in touch with me.

•I don’t read newspapers.

•The news is such a waste of time.

•Blogging is a waste of time.

•I hate animals.

•I can’t live without make-up.

•I curse like a pirate.

•I’m happy with my 11 years old car.

•I hate people that are smart.

•I love Orange juice.

•I can’t drink for nuts.

•I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.

•I’ve got a new phone.

•I love swimming.

•I haven’t worked out since March.

•I think I’m fat

my bad omen

guess who i get for my exam?

not the examiner la...i dun wanna talk about the examiner...huhu

but the patient...

its the patient who reminds me of someone whom i am FORCED to forget...

the patient that i had tried not to clerk from the 1st week of my psychiatric posting...i thought he was gone...but then, before the exam i get this really intense feeling of seeing him again...and yes, there he is sitting in front of me, looking at me with those concerned eyes (though i am the one who is supposed to be concerned about him)..imagine how it feels and portrays to my face when i saw the examiner brought him to me...i was so astounded...u'r not supposed to be there...oh3 how m i supposed to face this???

and then the interview start..all i managed to do was ask who he is and ask him to tell me all about him...and then i got stuck because all i did was stare at him in amazement at how similar a different person can be...until he start telling me all the bizarre things, only then i managed to pull myself together...oh Allah...besarnye dugaanMu kali ni...

how horribly bad an exam can be?

i have been thru like so many viva exams in my life, and i consider myself to be someone with really bad luck when it comes to this kind of exams...if its not because of the undesirable examiner, it'll be because of the bad timing of my turn or the patient given to me....in this case, all of it was outside my imagination...how bad can life be for me???

and from now on another cycle of heart breaking yearning begins....

sos cili ku pegi taman...

bangun pagi..kesat2 taik mate...hoh..pkul 830am baru...nak tdo balek takley plak ah..cez ade alien busuk kat sebelah...aih..bangun jela kan...g dapo selongkar peti..hee bestnye!!! goreng daging berger, pack frittata, sos ngan mayo, tuna jagung, roti...masuk dalam plastik...

ehem...jom pegi taman tasik cempake, bangi!!

kite joging di pagi hari

lalu piknik disane!!

wahahahaha

best ok

merase gak sos cili aku pegi taman.....hek9

baked potato, sausage, mushroom and corn frittata

woh..memandainye aku modify mende alah ni...anyhow, actually mende neh jes potato ngan sausage/chicken ham...ngan cheese tapi memandangkan aku tade cheese tuh so aku bwat gune ape yang aku ade dalam peti ais tuhla kan...iaitulah seperti yang ade pade tajuk post ini...cane nak bwat? senang je, bak kate roi, campak2 je sume...hehehehe

okes sebenarnye all you need is:

1. potato yang da parut/hiris halus2 dalam 4 bijik,
2. sausage yang da hiris sukati banyak mane,
3. tomato potong dadu sebijik,
4. bawang besar hiris 2 bijik,
5. telur 4 bijik kene pukul
6. mushroom tiram carik2 kan...takpon pakai jela pape mushroom..takpon tade pon tape
7. daun sup/parsley kalo ade...mine tade pon jalan je...hahaha
8. jagung tin neh optional je..bohla banyak mane nak
9. garam secukup rase
10. cheese parut kalo ade...
11. oven dah preheat 180degree ngan loyang yang dah disapu butter

so ape nak bwat? campur sume mende dalam loyang uh, tenyeh2 seket bagi mampat cam bwat kek tuh. kalo ade lebey cheese tabur atas kek tu...pastuh masuk dalam oven 180 degree selame 40 minit..siap!

bole makan ngan sos cili or mayo...

nak taruk gambar tapi sebab aku tak reti bab2 deko makanan neh so takmo r taruk...cam huduh je tapi sedap oke! rase cam topping pizza tapi tade tepung die tuh...oke itu sgt underestimate rase die ye sebab rase die laen dari tuh..mungkin cam begedil yang tak goreng kot cez banyak kentang...anyhow, sangat lazat berkrim...

kalo nak tengok cane rupe die bole la tgk kat myresipi.com k...kat ctula saye cilok resipi neh..

wokeh..ciao

naluri ibu...

menjelang 2050, wanita akan mendominasi semua pucuk pimpinan di negara..

malaysia baru merdeka 50 tahun, tapi melihatkan keadaan dunia sekarang, sapelah agaknye yang akan mendukung malaysia lagi 50 tahun akan datang...

budak2 lelaki dalam universiti? yang masuk bakal2 pemimpin dunia neh macam harimau malaya yang dah nak pupus tuh, pastuh bile dah masuk boleh resign plak masuk pusat serenti...bukan sikit tapi banyak...itu kalo masuk pusat serenti, kire cam boleh gak dibantu..tapi yang last2 merewang tak tentu hala macam mane plak? agak2 bape sangat yang ade dalam pusat serenti tuh nak dibandingkan dengan yang merayau di chow kit road akhirnye? itu baru yang amek dadah, belum yang minum arak lagi, yang membunuh.bla3

budak pempuan plak? baru umo 11 tahun da depressed sebab boifriend lari...baru 10 tahun dah taw ape tuh sex...sedangkan yang cikgu2 yang baru nak disuruh mengajar sex education tuh pon terketar2 kaki nak ngajar, tapi budak2 ni da berlagak macam org lagi makan garam dari cikgu...kalo tak mati bunuh diri sebab depressed, die lari ikot balak g lombok...tak pon beranak anak luar nikah, jadik pembunuh....takpon carik sugardaddy tanggung hidup, jadik pelacur...kalo ade yang terjumpe jalan untuk kembali kepada Tuhan, oh, macam jumpe emas kat dalam lombong emas yang da kering emas....huk9

bapak? kalo tak geram tgk pempuan2 seksi dalam TV, die geram tengok anak pempuan sendrik pastuh ape lagi? terkam ah...abang? huh, selagi ade pempuan kat dunia neh, sume die sebat, tak kesah r darah daging sendirik ke kambing ke lembu ke..mak? dengar anak die ngadu terus bwat tak endah, tak percaye, hakikatnye cume rase tergugat sampaikan hilang naluri keibuan yang sentiase nak melindungi anak biarpon dari bapak durjana...lebih baek lagi didera secare fizikal dari seksual...

aduhai dunia...

takot nye aku bile kenang2 semula...

bile hilang iman dari hati sume bende macam ni jadik...

dlu kite selalu mengutuk2 orang yang jage tepi kain orang, sedangkan itulah sebenarnye sokongan masyarakat yang membentuk dan menjage setiap insan dalam komuniti tuh...

sekarang dah tade masyarakat yang konon2nye jage tepi kain orang neh, tade dah orang yang take care pasal kite atau keluarge kite..hilang la sokongan sosial tuh...make timbul la sume masalah sosial neh...

institusi keluarge? biarlah mase bercinte goyah tapi lepas kawin ade kekuatan dan perancangan serta usehe yang mantap untuk mempertahankan hubungan dengan bijak...ini tak, bercinta macam addicted, tapi pas kawen dah withdrawal plak (statement ini ditembak kepade diri sendrik gak ye!)..anak2 tataw pape, pastuh sume jadik huru hare...baekla takyah ade anak kalo tak bersedia...

aku bukan prejudis, cume aku kesian tgk nasib orang2 kat luar sane....apelah kisah hidup dorang sampai jadik macam ni...? selagi boleh dibantu kite bantu tapi yang tak boleh dibantu ape yang akan jadik? sampah fizikal pon dah banyak dan tak teruruskan, tambah lagi sampah masyarakat?

takot bile mengenangkan nasib anak2 aku yang akan hidup dalam dunia yang sangat penuh dengan dugaan...lagi byk dugaan dari ape yang aku penah hadapi semase zaman remaje aku sampai aku jadik macam ni...apelah yang aku boleh buat untuk elakkan dorg dari menghadap dunia penuh kekotoran tapi indah ni...?

moge pade waktu itu, andai ade kesilapan yg mereka lakukan, ade teman2 diluar sane yang mahu menganggap mereka bagai anak sndiri, mendidik dan melindungi mereka bile aku tak mampu untuk berbuat begitu....

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...DM, HPT, HYPERCHOLESTROLEMIA...bla2

ok fine, aku sekarang suke sangat pakai baju fit2, kan da padan muke
bajet badan cun siyal so tak malu nak tunjuk2 ke hape
sekali buncit plak...
tapi bwat dek je...cam konon2 tak nampak r kan...
buncit2 sexy gitu...tahik!
hahahahahha
pastuh biar je la kan spare tyre tuh berade disitu...
tade kesedaran langsung nak mengurangkannye
cez ade org tuh kate best peluk cam bantal gaban...gahhh~~

sampai satu mase, sume org cam tanye2....weh,hang pregnant ke???..padahal sebenarnye kebuncitan tuh da ade situ like since 10 years ago pon...wahh tak beranak2 aku neh...kekekekekke

and sorang lagi lak ckp, awk takmo ke kurangkan itu kebuncitan sebab cam nnt nak wedding lg skaleh takley suruk ke...bongoks, abeh dulu suke sgt peluk bende tuh....duh~~byk soal r laki ini...tenyeh taik lalat kang..huh

pastuh mama plak sibuk kelam kabut tgk perot aku...woihh, yong, awat buncit sgt neh???meh nak tungku bagi kempis....abeh terbakau perot aku r kan...huk9..sadis3..

pastuh aku plak sibuk tgk cermin belek2 diri sendiri kiri kanan depan belakang...padahal selame neh tak penah teringin nak telek diri sendrik plak...mak aiiii....kaki tangan kuurus cam tak cukup isi, apehal badan plak cam badak?
hadoii
pastuh tetibe tergerak r hati aku neh nak g cek berat kan

bile dapat oh my

mampos aku camni weyyh...
kalo selame neh aku taw meskipon aku buncit, tapi BMI aku cemerlang ye...
tapi srkg macam da nak approach overweight...
mule r berterabur cam lipas bwat diet and exercise planning...
takley jadik cani....

make bermule r misi slimming aku...
haih~~
BERTAHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maternity leave for 90 days?

its just my point of view, nothing else...

not supporting anyone of any sort or organizations...

nowadays, the maternity leaves given by the government is only 60 days...and there are some people out there who wants it to be increased to 90 days for some reason..not that i am in full objection about it, i mean, who wants to object to such a magnificent idea of a long holiday?! hehehehe...

its just the reason behind it that i am a bit concerned...from what i read in the paper, they wanted the increse of maternity leave to give time to the mothers to heal properly (physically and emotionally)...especially after an almost 10 months of pure exhaustion inclusive of the childbirth...i am not saying its wrong, but from what i have learnt during my obstetric and gynaecology posting, the time a post-natal mother needs to fully recover phisycally and emotionally is about 2 years...that is why, a lady who just gives birth and plans to have another baby should wait for a period of 2 years before conceiving again..not only this allows the mother to bond properly with the 1st child, it also gives adequate healing to the mother's inner body (replacement of blood and nutrients, healing of all scars, returns mother's hormones to normal level etc)...

thus, why not holiday for 2 years?

to the policy makers, 60 days is adequate...it allow mothers to quickly return to their normal functioning and adapt to their new routine as fast as possible, therefore, increasing income to the place the mother works and the household..when we starts working quick, our body also starts working quick, thus speeds up healing...pampering the body is good, but what happens when we pampers it too long? especially to those who really takes good care of their career...some people, they are able to go back to work after 2 weeks of giving birth..

awesome, how resilient and tough a woman can be...

however, to mothers out there, this is just the theoretical part of it...

i am not a mother yet, but once i am a mother, maybe i would be screaming for more times to stay at home too...hahahahahhahahahha

malam..kelam..rindu..kabut..

<daripada pemilik kepada pemilik bantal merah>

rindu yang kunjung tiba..

buatmu si penglipur lara hatiku..

meskipon kau jauh dariku hinggakan tak mungkin ku lihat bayangmu, jejak mu dekat dihati ku...dekat dihujung jariku...

aku tak terdengarkan lagi suaramu....hatimu bukan lagi milikmu, walaupun hatiku masih dalam genggaman mu..

kerawanan jiwa yang tak terluahkan, hanya mampu kau seorang memahaminya..

aku tak pernah berhenti mendambakan kamu

hidup aku hanya diatas jejak2 hidupmu...

tanpa harapanmu, permintaan mu, mungkin aku tak ingin jadi begini...

aku tahu aku takkan mampu mengejar kamu....

tapi kamu sentiasa menggamit aku kepadamu...

rindu ini takkan terlunaskan..

biarlah ia begitu....kerana kalau bukan disebabkan rindu ini, mungkin aku tiada kekuatan untuk menapak dalam hidup ini lagi...

terima kasih syg, meskipon aku kehilangan kamu di alam realiti ini, rindu aku padamu tetap memberikan nafas baru buat aku setiap hari...

cinta ini tak pernah berakhir biarpun ia tak mungkin ada pengakhiran yang indah...

wanita yang kau pilih

Malam selalu panjang

Di waktu aku merindukanmu

Kau bisa menjaga aku

Hingga diriku merasa teduh

Aku seperti kamu

Menginginkan dan memerlukanmu

Karena kita tak mampu

Selalu pergi menjauh

Kau jadikan aku ini

Wanita yang kau pilih

Untuk jadi kekasihmu

Dan kau pun tlah aku minta

Setia sepertiku

Aku percaya penuh

Kau kan buatku bahagia

Karna cinta tercipta

Datangnya dari dalam hatiku

Kau jadikan aku ini

Wanita yang kau pilih

Untuk jadi kekasihmu

Dan kau pun tlah aku minta

Setia sepertiku

p/s: dedicated to my family members who made me feel like i am the most luckiest, chosen girl on earth...i love you all!!..the best thing is, i don't have to ask them to be faithful to me...cez i noe, with them, i'll never be alone...