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Thursday, December 17, 2009

something that needs to be filled in...


have you ever felt that life is too good to be true?
feels like you get almost everything that you demanded but doesn't feel like you deserve it...
it was said that they allow you to be so profoundly happy if they are ready to take something away from you..
is it true?

i won't say my life is truly happy...satisfactory more like..
i get what i needed..
being supplied with whatever i wanted to make my life adequately comfortable..
it was almost perfect to the point that is getting a bit boring...
it is less adventurous, less exciting....
am i being selfish?ungrateful?
i dunno....it is just how i perceive things in my life...
people may see us going thru hardship...
having to take care of each other's welfare...
live with only the 2 of us...
yeah..it wasn't simple especially when the emotions settles in...
but now it feels empty...
like there's something missing in life....
something that needs to be filled in....
this is soo confusing!!!!!!!!!


8 comments:

zara said...

a baby maybe??????? kekekekkeke

beyl said...

tuhla..i tot so, or least kucen ke ape...cambest gak...ade gak mende len ak nak layankan kat umah neh kan...no wonder married people nak anak sgt...sbb bosan rupe2nya..hahahhaha...tp aku TAKKOOOOTTTT~~lbey mengatasi kemahuan baby itu..hak9

zara said...

apa yg ko nk takutkan??????????? PIH?? GDM?? PP??

beyl said...

EPISIOTOMY~~~~~~~~
laen uh tape lagi....

zara said...

bongok..xkn nk bia 'camtu' je kot?????? kenela epi gakkkkkkkkk

beyl said...

weyh nyah...ko tak ngeri ke tgk org bwat epi tuh????ak ngilu tgk taw takkk...apetah merasainye sndrik

faRhaNA sHaFIe said...

ahahaa..ko takut epi..ko mintak la wat c-section...ko nak sakit kejap ke..ko nak tahan 3 bln pantang..hah pilih2..xpun amik anak angkat...epi pun xpyh..

beyl said...

apelaa kak paa neh...skrg ade teknologi namenye epidural anaesth...masalahnye sape plak r kan nak bayar ntk mende uh...huk9

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