song of the night: skyscraper

skyscraper: demi lovato


Skies are crying,
I am watching,
Catching teardrops in my hands.
Only silence, as it's ending,
Like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel
Like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

As the smoke clears,
I awaken,
And untangle you from me.
Would it make you feel better
To watch me, while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken,
But I'm standing on my feet.
You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/demi-lovato-lyrics/skyscraper-lyrics.html )
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

Go run, run, run.
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear.
Yeah, ohh.
Go run, run, run.
Yeah, it's a long way down,
But I am closer to the clouds,
Up here.

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.

Ohhh

Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper


ditujukan khas to him who hates me even if he only pretends to..

rindu~

sent my husband off to tawau, for his 2 years housemanship posting..i will be following him soon but waiting for my time to finally come is agonizing...
i miss him so much, i feel like i am gonna die~
haihhh
i hate being desperate for money...
what am i gonna do???

new baby

bought a new baby: a Nikon D3000...
i am soo in love with my new camera, but i have a lot to learn at how to use it properly and maximizing its potential..
it sure does cost me my whole savings and lots of emotional fights, but when i got the deal, i just knew i have to have it, which is why i allowed my bank account to be emptied and i make a loan with my husband..hehehehe..for all its worth, i am very happy~
if you are interested to have a look just click here

wedding preparation 2...

i am knackered!!!
but satisfied
and absolutely nervous....takut..takut..takut..
and i really, really need a good break after this before i start working...
will someone please sponsor my honeymoon??

hantaran almost ready

room decoration done! just need to find some fresh flowers for my vase

close up view of my hand-made floral carpet..hehe

i just love this thing!

hand-made backdrop done~do excuse the untidy bed..huhu

close up!

menu of the day:

1.       Main menu:

a.       Nasi minyak dan nasi putih

b.      Daging masak hitam: imported from kampung! home made!!!

c.       Ayam masak merah

d.      Gulai kawan daging

e.      Ayam kuzi: home-made by my mama!! one of the reasons of my 2 sleepless nights

f.        Ikan masin

g.       Acar buah

h.      Ulaman dan sambal belacan

2.       Side dish

a.       Laksa

b.      Lemang

c.       Serunding

d.      Nasi impit dan kuah kacang: home made also by my mama!!-also one of the reason of my 

sleepless night... 

3.       Dessert:

a.       Bubur kacang

b.      Tapai: all the way from my other kampung in Tampin!

c.       Buah-buahan

d.      Donat

e.      Karipap

4.       Minuman:

a.       Teh tarik

b.    Sirap selasih

last but not least, my prayers that everything will go smoothly...without any casualties...huhu

tak suka

tak suka bile org cakap 2 perkataan ni:

1. beranak pinak: ayatnye," nanti ko dah beranak pinak, ko taulaa susah ke senang ke bla..bla..bla." nyampah ok..bunyik die macamlaaa org tuh da tukar jadik haiwan...hahaha..siryes perkataan tu buat aku rase geli sebab die mengingatkan aku kat kucing yang beranak pinak tak kire ngan sesape pon~hoh..pastu plak dia buat perkataan tu macam tak seronok langsung...

2. perut meletup: seorang budak lelaki jmpe kawan die yang pempuan yang pregnant lalu die bertanye," ehh, bile perot ko nak meletop eh?" hee biadab and sangat tak sensitif ok bunyik nye..pastu tak menarik langsung..dahla pempuan tu penat mengandungkan budak, pastu sesuke nak soh perut die meletup..kalao gune ayat baik sikit tak boleh ke???