post-FMS

abeh je FMS OSCE terus g dok alamanda for about 5 hours...usha 2012...

GOD...

betape takutnye cerite itu....

itu baru bayangan atau imaginasi manusia tentang ape itu kiamat sebenarnye...malahan bole selamatkan diri sndirik lagi tuh naek kapal..

sedangkan hakikat sebenar hari kiamat tuh berjuta2 kali ganda lagi dahsyat dari tuh...and pade mase tuh ke mana kite nak larikan diri?? langit pon runtuh...nak terbang pon tak boleh...mase tuh nak ucapkan selamat tinggal kat org2 tersyg pon tak sempat sbb terlalu takutnye perasaan mase tuh...kite hanye mampu fikirkan ttg diri kite je..sampaikan mak lupekan anak yg dikendong, lari bertempiaran ke tempat yg mmg takley lari da....

ape yg kite nak harapkan mase tuh da?

mase tuh baru kite terpana...betape benarnye kata2 Allah dalam kalamNya tentang kewujudan kiamat..betape besarnye kuasa Allah untuk jadikan ape yang Dia nak jadikan dalam sekelip mate sampai kite takde kuasa langsung untuk mencabar kehebatanNya...

dan sayang sekali, mase tuh taubat dah tak diterima...

aduhai...kiamat dah dekat sangat...mati pon da makin menjemput...ape yang kite ade ntuk bekalan kesane nnt??

rukun islam tak terjage ape lg yang sunat2 tuh...

ya Allah...takutnye hambaMu ini....aku mohon padaMu agar Kau berikan aku kekuatan untuk terus melawan nafsu dan syaitan yang semakin kuat menggoda hambaMu ini dan untuk terus beribadah kepadaMu...

ameen~

with all His blessings..

i barely knew him..yet losing him really takes my heart away...he is my beloved grandpa (who is my mama's daddy)...he passed on 17-11-09, 11.46pm...

the lost of him makes me think, how precise the time given to him by God...there was not even a second chance for us to tell him goodbye with him concious...it pains me to know all the times wasted that i should have taken to see him more often...to tell him how much i love him and i adore him and i really miss him...i pray he know that eventhough i did not get to tell him myself...still the regret is there, and always there...

tears dried away but heartache remains....i will never forget his smiles, his joyful laughs, his warm hugs...his unrealized dream of seeing me become his doctor...

atuk, billa syg atuk...~

al-fatihah