sickly

i am soo hungry
i ate the fridge out (not really)
and awhile later i am vomiting it out like nobody's business..
it is awfully painful and i am so tired of it....
~cry~

love?

it needs more than love to be able to stand beside someone and be the source of their strength
it needs a lot of responsibility and courage..patience and passion..self-motivation  and vision..
to be able to say that things are going to be just fine to the person you love when you, yourself is unable to be confident about it...to be reassuring when your own self assurance is wavering..to be a motivator when your own motivation is  dying...
its when you are part of their life, really part of their life, when you wake up each morning and the first face you see is his/hers, then you'll realize that living with that person is more than just love...
its simply unimaginable unless you have been through it...