i am dreading to wake up everyday now.....
i am simply not enjoying it at all...
and somehow i think i am too young to be living a sad, stressful life...
i wish i can speed up time so all this nightmare will be over..
i don't care what people say about me being lucky cez all i can feel is crap...
its bad enough watching other people cry, but its even worst when you yourself cry daily..
why am i such a coward?
