something that needs to be filled in...

have you ever felt that life is too good to be true?

feels like you get almost everything that you demanded but doesn't feel like you deserve it...

it was said that they allow you to be so profoundly happy if they are ready to take something away from you..

is it true?

i won't say my life is truly happy...satisfactory more like..

i get what i needed..

being supplied with whatever i wanted to make my life adequately comfortable..

it was almost perfect to the point that is getting a bit boring...

it is less adventurous, less exciting....

am i being selfish?ungrateful?

i dunno....it is just how i perceive things in my life...

people may see us going thru hardship...

having to take care of each other's welfare...

live with only the 2 of us...

yeah..it wasn't simple especially when the emotions settles in...

but now it feels empty...

like there's something missing in life....

something that needs to be filled in....

this is soo confusing!!!!!!!!!